This post is an explanation from my own experiences
in life. I cannot vouch for everyone with Autism,
so if any other person with a form of Autism,
including people once diagnosed with Asperger
Syndrome has the same experiences, feel free
to leave a comment.
When I do Autism Stemming, it allows me to lucid
dream and temporarily escape reality to my own
mental world, where I am in control, and can
imagine a different series of events every time.
Sometimes I imagine kicking the asses (and
sometimes I imagine downright killing) the
royal cunts who wronged me in my life, sometimes
I picture alternate scenarios of past events.
I used to use a couch (worth $2000 to
$4000 Canadian Dollars) that my parents had
bought originally as a replacement for our
old beat up ugly couch, that I ended up using
for Autism Stemming to escape from daily
life… and then the springs tore out the back
and fell out. And for THAT reason, my mom found
a company selling chairs specifically for
Autism Stemming. THOSE things, are worth $4000
Canadian dollars as well. However, this chair
funding was my own money. Long story how I got
4 grand that I won’t be sharing, but that’s
not the point. The chair in question is equipped
with a VERY strong spring to allow for safe
stemming, HOWEVER, on one occasion, the spring
SNAPPED, causing a bill in the cost range of
$500 to $800 Canadian dollars to replace it!
When I am off my morning medication due to a screw
up with my daily routine (this doesn’t happen often,
but has happened enough for me to notice this), I
actually use my Autism stemming chair for a VERY
long time, this usually alerts me to the mistake
I made involving my medication.
That is all I wish to share for now. I may provide
more information at a later date.